Don't you just love afternoon hide-outs in your room, while the glaring sun shines it's rays all over your room and you're doing nothing but sneaking a bite or two of your favourite pineapple tarts? Well, I do although such moments don't always get to be my afternoon rituals on a daily basis.
And you know why; Too many things are in the way!
I'm beginning to realize how much I yearn for some time alone. Away from all the commotion and happenings and just be alone. I'm not sure what drove me to feel such a way but I don't mind it at all. I don't mind being alone because at that time, I get to spend ample of time having myself as company. I get to blast the music as loud as my mood finds a liking to and I get to sing without having to worry whether I'm being a menace. I get to do things my way and not have to answer to anyone. You may call it bossy but I like being the ring leader. It's so much easier than following behind other people and just doing things they'd like to do instead of doing things for the benefit of myself.
That said, I shall now move past it.
It's already the lovely month of April, and I'm finding it hard to contain myself as the days keep flying by. I'm just so ecstatic about this month just by the thought of it. Someone once asked me which is my favourite month and a few years ago, any month which had celebrations such as Christmas or Chinese New Year would be my favourite month but then not too long after, my answer was "April" as it is the month I was born in. And this feeling I'm finding hard to contain is mostly due to the fact that my birthday is only a week away.
And in a matter of no time, I'll be rockin' at seventeen.
This year, I don't feel the need to throw a birthday party as I've always done so throughout my entire life so I guess all I'm going to settle for this year is a warm get-together with my intermediate family and a few close friends. And I won't mind at all.
All I'm looking forward to, though, is the amount of birthday messages that will be overloading my cellphone inbox and my Facebook account.
Since I'm typing this on another special day too, Happy Good Friday everyone!
As for my April wish, I'm wishing for a better ending. Good friends to be surrounded by. To love and be loved. The rest? I'm just wishing for everything to fall into perspective.
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