Sunday, January 03, 2010

no more drama

I'm guessing you're all probably wondering why I'm still pouring out my thoughts into this little nook of mine, so before I be accused of stating false information a few journal entries ago, I'm here to clarify it. Remember the Family Time I'd mentioned on an earlier post, Such a bittersweet ending ? Well, there were a few other updates that had slipped my mind. 

  • Dad extended our Internet usage till' Sunday. (He extended it on Friday). 
  • I might be going for another tuition, there's a possibility it would be a centre. And knowing me, I'm not good at tuition centres cause' I'd rather have a one-to-one session with a teacher that can coach me and so that I can freely ask questions without having to interrupt a whole class.
  • I'd saved alot of money from not buying new uniforms and bags. I dislike the feel of new uniforms as everything is so rough and still crisped. I don't need a new bulky backpack for my last year in school.
  • I'd decided to take an extra subject in SPM (Haven't made up mind yet though).
These are the few I can think of right now. I believe there are others but somehow my mind is not able to go beyond it's borders to remember what it is.

On another recent update, I'm making a vow to myself to not get involved in stupid and meaningless drama. I have doubts that I'll be able to escape from it within the school compounds but I'm vowing to not get involved with it anyways. Cause' I realized that at the end of the day, whether you win or lose, someone gets hurt. Admittedly having a change of heart, I don't pine for revenge or to see other people get what they deserve anymore. Cause' its not for us to punish them, but for the man who's sitting on the throne above the clouds. We're just mere humans and when we treat them the way they treat us, it makes us no different.

I have no time for drama anymore as I have other better things to do than to be the cause of broken hearts and burned bridges.

"Drama is something people go through everyday. Change of character is nothing more than mood swings" - Kewana Bagby

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