all over again


It's already 10 a.m and the sunlight will soon fade. My hair is still damp from showering - something I don't usually do in the morning. But today, I felt the need to do so.

When the alarm I'd set the night before, woke me up with an up-beat ringtone, I didn't hesitate to turn it off in hope of continuing my unsatisfying sleep. But no, when I'm awake, that's the way I'll stay. I checked my phone for messages and I came across a goodnight message from one of my now-friend. So, I layed on my bed - thinking.

It was a sudden déjà vu.





I thought i'd already made it clear- we're just friends. At least I thought I did. Just reading his messages again and again brought back the past. How we were in love - how I was in love. I'd said goodbye to the past for quite some time now which I thought would make it easier to face but... it's not.

But I'm a strong girl - i've been through this and I can go through it all over again - not that I want to.

On another note, I recently listened to Chris Brown's new songs. Which is... for Rihanna. I bet he wrote those songs with nothing but an apology to her in mind. Hearing it, made me melt. You could hear it in his voice that he was honest.

My playlist is set to the continuous mode - over and over again.