Every time I ever put myself out there I’ve gotten hurt, every time. It’s like I meet a guy and I think it’s great and everyone else would just be thinking how much greater its gonna get, while I’m constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop – When In Rome (Beth)
As I spent some time laid sprawled on my bed this afternoon, thinking, this quote constantly swirled in my mind. And it got me thinking about the loved one's I've lost, and the people I look forward to cross paths with.
I believe that many people are able to put themselves in the shoes of Beth (When In Rome), especially Prissy. But I guess now, it's my turn.
I've set up barriers around my heart for so long that I feel as if I'm losing the feel of being in love or forgetting what it feels like to have someone around. I made that decision to protect myself, be it from a broken heart or being cheated on. And I've become so used to flying solo that maybe the risk of letting my guard down is a risk I'm not willing to take at this point of time in my life right now.
But someday,
I'll unlock the doors of my heart and I'll throw away the key, for good.
All barriers I've set up or guards around my heart will be let down.
And I'll fall in love again. Truly and deeply.
And this time, it'll last a lifetime.
Because I have this pounding belief within me. I believe that the perfect man for me is out there, somewhere. I may not have found him yet but he's out there among 6,783,557,879 people.
So, until we meet, I'm never gonna stop having faith that he'll come someday.
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