ordinary, at best

I'm clad in my pyjama bottoms, my face as dewy as ever, my hair is a greasy mess and I'm enervated. My poor feet are enduring the soreness due to the amount of walking I did today.

I can finally strike off another promise from my mentally created list. I guess it's safe to say we both can finally breathe and relax.

After the long awaited time, the numerous canceled dates and our busy schedules being in the way, the promise of hanging out together finally happened. Somehow, if it weren't for my brother wanting to meet his friends at Pavillion too, I wouldn't have went all the way just to meet him. Well, it's only because I didn't have transport and my friends bailed on me last minute. Otherwise, this date (a hangout would be more appropriate) would have happened many many months ago.

Not willing to crumble his hope once again, I agreed. Thanks to the help of public transport, I was present at Pavillion - though all sweaty and unpresentable. Oh, what the heck. I was there anyways. As we had 2 more hours to kill before our movie - New Moon - started. I know what you all must be thinking, "New Moon, again?". Because well, I've watched it for 10 times already and boredom has yet to creep up on me.

In our attempt to kill time, we walked over to Sungei Wang to have our lunch. His lunch, literally as I only chose to sip on a cup of Ice Lemon Tea. Our attempt to kill time would be considered very much poor and sad, in a way. There was nothing we could think of and our conversation was on the verge of boring.

But we got passed that phase in a matter of minutes, thankfully. After everything was over, goodbyes were said and we parted ways.

Over-looking a few weeks ago, when the innards of my palm became all sweaty, my thoughts suddenly became a blank page and my heart beated a jagged rhythm just by the thought of this, is not surprising me. I suppose I only felt that way cause' well, it was my first time going out with a guy, alone, other than him. Today though, when I woke up... the palm sweating and the nervousness was nowhere within my radius. As I thought it through, I realize that it's not because I'm use to his presence but because he's not someone I'd bother to impress. And that's fine by me, because I know and my heart knows, we would never be more than just friends.

...also because at the end of the day, I'll be coming home to him cause' that's where my heart belongs.