forsaking you, I don't wanna do

This is just a little reminder to all my babes, just to say that "I love you".

As of late, I realize just how sensitive we humans are. We're just like balloons, so pretty and colourful once all blown up but just by a tiny prick, we deflate. Yes, very sensitive when it comes to criticisms.

And the one's whom opened up my eyes and planted and inspiration for me to write this is none other than Prissy and Amanda.

I decided to follow my heart this time. To write what I feel now before it slowly ceases into oblivion. Because this time, it's important.

For starters, I just wanna say "I'm sorry" because I treasure our relationship more than my ego.
You mean too much to me, to the point where if I accidentally hurt you in any way, guilt builds up and it doesn't leave for the whole entire month. That's how much you mean to me.

We're friends, Best Friends in fact. Sometimes in life, things don't always go according to plan and when it comes between us, our friendship shakes. But after a minute or two, we're kicking it off as we were before. Sometimes, we may not see eye-to-eye on certain circumstances and we may act like bitches, but it is for us to be stronger than what life throws at us and stick together.

"That's what we do, we fight. You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell yo when you're being a pain in the ass, which you are 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate and then you're back doing the same pain in the ass thing. I'm not saying it's gonna be easy... It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at it everyday. But I want to do that cause' I want you. I wan all of you, you and me together... Everyday for the rest of my life. "

As much as we wanna be Original, Different and Unique, we're so much more the same than we are different. This is one of the many issues my girls and I have faced. Everyone wants to be Original and Unique but sometimes the more we say it, the more we become the total opposite of it. We're human, and for someone to be Original, they too have to discover and search for what has been created/invented by someone before. I'm not defying the meaning of it, it just makes sense to me - somehow.

But I can proudly tell you one thing; If being Original means going above and beyond, forsaking your friends and family... it's not worth it at all.

If I give it all that I got, I get there to the top. But i don't even wanna to go, if I have to go there alone, so...

Stand me on top of that mountain,
Let me fly to the end of the world,
Yeah, i can go anywhere...
But if you're not with me there,
It'll never be enough...
There's no place like us.

-Cheetah Girls.

I'm not saying much, I just need to say what so often needs to be heard; "I love you".

Dedicated to Prissy, Amanda, Arwin, Ravjoth (and to the many others who's names i've not mentioned).