when the waves subsided.


I'm thankful that the whole, shall I say, controversy - more like misunderstanding that prolonged for a few weeks has finally subsided. I'm grateful that he took the stand to being the bigger man and apologizing. For what you ask? Well, there wasn't anything to apologize for, really but to mend this large gap between us as friends, he did.

This all began when he thought things between us would go further, you know, more than friends. So he tried his luck, hoping I'd accept but much to his dismay, it did not happen. He was rejected for countless of times. Some may say I'm a heartless bitch but, I felt it was the right thing to do. What's the use of accepting him as more than a friend when you know that it won't ever last? Yes, I know I think way beyond the present but it's something that helps me keep myself in line - not to let my heart fall for someone too easily, not to settle for anything less than what I expect in my own personal Mr. Perfect.

Now you see why I had to do it.

He just doesn't make the cut, to my list.

So, in conclusion, we've - I've decided that just staying as friends wouldn't make things weirder than it already is.