In Bella's shoes


"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor, suddenly everything was on fire. there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore." - Bella Swan (If i got my facts right)



"As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget. I worried—late in the night, when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses—that it was all slipping away. That my mind was a sieve, and I would someday not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes, the feel of his cool skin, or the texture of his voice. I could not think of them, but I must remember them. Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live—I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure. So long as he existed." - Bella Swan.