it's the truth, believe it


I miss somebody right now. I don't(hardly) watch TV these days. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I’ve tried marijuana. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I’m TOTALLY smart. I’ve broken someone’s bones. I’m paranoid sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now. I LOVE sushi. I talk really, really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.

I like the way I look. I am usually pessimistic. I have a lot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends. I am currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. Enjoy window shopping. I would rather shop than eat.

I don’t hate anyone. I’m a pretty good dancer. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I’ve rejected someone before.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I’ve called the cops on a friend before. I’m not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past. I own the “South Park” movie.

I would die for my best true friends. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. I am happy at this moment. I’m obsessed with guys. I study for tests most of the time. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met. I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever I can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I’m proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald’s restaurant. I hate office jobs (he he). I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I want to go to college out of state. I like sausages. I love kisses. I usually like covers better than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. I can’t whistle. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I’ve ever written in. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo. I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.

I’m an artist. I only clean my room when necessary. I like a person of the same sex. I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie.

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
- really unexpected.


I am listening to:
- Forget about me by Little Bit.


I talk:
- straight-forwardly! =]


I love:
- my family, friends and the special one's revolving around my life.


My best friends:
- the one's i need to get through my day and tyhe one's i can count on.


My first real kiss:
- wasn't the perfect one.


I hate it when people ask:
- stupid questions!


Love is:
- something everyone seeks for in life.


Marriage is:
- something i look forward to in the future.


Somewhere, someone is thinking:
- about me; hopefully.


I'll always:
- live with all my heart. <3


I have a crush on:
- i better not say. =p


The last time I cried was because:
- of watching HSM 3.


My cell phone:
- is sold!


When I wake up in the morning:
- i can't wait to start my day.


Before I go to bed:
- i say a little prayer.


Right now I am thinking about:
- him.


Babies are:
- the cutest.


I get on Myspace:
- very often for i'm addicted.


Today I:
- went to school as usual.


Tonight I:
- i'm gonna head to bed with a smile on my face.

Tomorrow it will be:
- a better day, hopefully. ;)


I really want to ...
- enjoy every single moment of my life as if it's my last. =]

-He said, She said-



What is your ex's name?
- Hm, yosh.

Where does he/she live?
- near school.

How long were you together?
- 4 months plus.

How long have you been broken up?
- about 3 months plus now.

Were you married to him?
- not that far.

Were you engaged?
- nah. It wasn't even close.

Did you live together?
- nah.

Why did you split up?
- It was because of my insecurities and other
stuff revolving around it.

What do you think of your ex?
- Hmm, he was always there when i needed him. Yeah right!

How old is your ex?
- same as me, 15. ;)

What did you do to get over your ex?
- gosh, i didn't do anything really. Then, forgetting him
wasn't a problem but now, i think it is.

What does your family think of your ex?
- Family? they'd kill me if they found out, but thankfully
they didn't. Only my sis knows, she thinks we look good together.

Did you and your ex have any children?
- no wayy.

Does he/she pay child support?
- there's no need to.

Does he/she pay spousal support?
- what the heck?!

Does your ex still live in the area?
- yes he does.

What do you do when you see your ex?
- we are close, so we hang out whenever we get the chance. ;)
But mostly, it's in school.

Do you have any "dirt" on your ex?
- hmm, maybe, maybe not.

Does your ex have any "dirt" on you?
- does he? IDK.

Does your ex have any naughty pictures of you?
- i hope not.

Do you have any naughty pictures of your ex?
- nah.

Did you secretly keep something that was your ex's?
- only pictures. ;)

Did your ex keep something of yours?
- i'm not sure.

What are your feelings about your ex currently?
- seriously, not anymore! we're better off without each other.

Do you think you and your ex will get back together?
- maybe, i don't know.

How often do you think about your ex?
- recently, pretty often.

Is there anything that still "bugs" you about your ex ?
- there are a few things.

Does your ex have a new gf/bf?
- he said he doesn't. I still don't believe him!

What do you think of their new gf/bf?
- entah laa.

What is one thing that you really wish about your ex?
- i wished he'd accept what i give him and don't ask for more.

.The Dream Guy.

Should he be older or younger?
. He has to be older than me, eventhough age doesn't matter. ;)

What kind of personality should he have?
. Hurm, funny, sweet, a romantic, the kind that isn't afraid of being his-self etc. Just a good personality i should say ;)

Should he be honest or tight lipped?
. in between. He should know when to be honest and when to just zip it ;)

Should he be serious or carefree?
. Maybe a bit of both will do.

Should he be spontaneous or hesitant?
. In between again =)

Should he be good looking or intelligent?
. Eventhough it doesn't really matter, but i should say Good-looking, first & inteligence, second ;)

Which film actor should he be like?
. the good looks like C.Ronaldo or Chad Micheal Murray, has to have the loyalty like Gwen Stefani's husband, and the skills like Channing Tatum (not a must).

Which singer should they be like?
. Chris Brown when he sang 'Forever' and 'With you'. Aww!

Should he make all the money?
. hm, no. Just most of it but i'll do my part as well. ;)

Should he do desk job or physical labour?
. Physical labour would be interesting ;)

Does he need to cook?
. At least sometimes ;)

Should he bring you to a restaurant or for movies?
. It would be nice once in a while ;)

What is his best body part?
. the eyes, the body ;)

What body part do you not care about?
. None, really.

What hair colour should he have?
. It doesn't really matter to me but i'd prefer dark heads. Their edgier!

How tall should he be?
. At least taller then me, slightly ;)

What should he weigh?
. Just the right weight would be good ;)

What car should he drive?
. At least a good & comfortable car. A BMW or Porche would be so awesome ;)

What one thing turns you on?
. the way he smiles ;)

What one thing that turns you off?
. Cheating, lying, perverts and mostly assholes!

-You won't find this-

Who has seen you in your underwear lately?
- only my sis i guess.

Where is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- He's long gone.

What did you do the last time you were home alone?
- Be the 'real' me. The wild and crazy self.

Do you ever wanna know who you are going to marry?
- I don't. But i don't wanna know either. I'm letting it be a surprise. ;)

Do you believe in God?
- It's a YES.

How much cash do you have on you?
- RM 50 i guess.

Who is the 4th text from in your phone and what does it say?
- hurm. the old memories.

Are you friends with your neighbours?
- not really.

Have you ever gone to court?
- No, and I don't ever intend to.

Have you ever punched a guy?
- It was more like a slap. & trust me, u don't wanna know how many times & guys i've slapped....

Do you get jealous easily?
- Yes, but it's under control.

What time did you wake up this morning?
- Around 6.30 am.

What did you do on Saturday?
- it hasn't arrived yet.

Slept in a different bed lately?
- just my parents.

Gotten in a car with people you just met?
- nah.

What should you be doing now?
- Doing my 'kerja kursus'.

Where is your biological mother right now?
- sleeping in MY room.

Do you have any tattoos?
- it's not really my kinda thing, see.

Do you have trust issues?
- sometimes. Because that mthrfckr made it hard for me to ever trust someone again.

What is the most important thing to you in any relationship?
- there has to be "Love, Trust, Loyalty, Tolerance And Commitment".

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you talk to 24/7?
- it is all in the past.

Have you ever felt replaced?
- Yes, yes, yes.

What do you do when you have a bad day?
- Music will be needed then.

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
- Maybe. I would go and stay with my grandparents.

Who will you be with Friday?
- All of those wacky-loving friends of mine ;)