When Goodbye isn't in my dictionary

As the New Year of 2011 slowly dawns, people all over the world would most probably be making plans. Some would plan to head out to party till' the break of dawn; some would be jotting down goals and things to be achieved as New Year's Resolutions; and some would be prepping themselves to make this year yet another worth-while journey. But as for me... I'd be preparing for Goodbye.

If you've noticed, you'd realized that recent posts have been mostly about reminiscing on the past. It is because now that I'd be leaving in another 2 more days, past happenings have been coming back to me. Maybe it's cause' I'm in a gloomy state or maybe, apart of me hasn't dealt with the fact that I'd be leaving soon - too soon, in fact.

All I know is, if I had more time to deal with it, it still wouldn't be enough. So the National Service forms have been signed and my luggage is almost fully-packed.... and as for my heart, it's hanging in there.

In a few more hours, I'd be going to church to attend the New Year's service. So, I'd probably see most of you there. But in case I don't, goodbye for now - as much as I hate this word, it's the only word that's beaming in the back of my mind.

All my love, Krissy.