felt the need for space

Why, hello love! It's been awhile since I've actually written something long and worth-reading, that usually my heart and soul is poured into and then published onto this blogsphere of mine. And I feel the distance. Since i have only two days of my finals left and the papers don't fall in the Major category, I shall rant about whatever tickles my fancy. Right now; is updates!

The past few weeks of exams have been nothing but stressful. I've been working my butt of for this finals - minimizing my Internet usage and spending most of my hours burring my head in piles of textbooks. That's sacrifice! Although, I suppose I need to continue living this sacrificing lifestyle for the good of my grades next year - SPM, baby! Besides, I need to make up for my poor performance in this finals. I know I could've given it my all, but temptation got the best of me. I didn't plan on settling for less, nor be a little unprepared but... what's done is done. Next year is the last year I get to prove myself to my family, as well as to myself.

On a more exciting note, I'm going to Dubai this Saturday, for 9 days (approximately). You have no idea how stoked I am... wait, who wouldn't be? This would be my great escape, a breath of fresh air. All I need to do now, is get through my last two days of finals to make it official. Trust me when I say, airports are my fetish. I just love breathing in the airport air, seeing cabin crews make their way to the plane, sit at the little front space of the trolley while my Dad pushes it from behind... sheer happiness, in a weird way.

D'you remember the JC Works auditions I'm been going on and on about in Twitter? Well, I was just informed of the audition date and thankfully, it's a few days after I get back from Dubai. All I need now is for my voice to get back to the way it once so powerfully was as I'm slowly recovering from a soar throat. Also, because I'm don't want my first audition to be a wreck.

Keeping my finger crossed and heart, hoping.