it's not always called being 'stuck-up'

the best video of her latest album, yet.

It's a Saturday morning, and at this time I'd still be curled up under my comfy sheets and asleep. But today, I'd woke up to the alarming ringtone I'd set the night before. I intended to wake up before the sun arises for a 3km jog - since it's been awhile. Unfortunately, when I awoke this morning, all semblance of determination was lost.

So, upon waking up early, I'd decided to continue on the third essay of my Moral Folio. And done, it is. Now, only one more to go. Come on, Kristen. You can do it. Other than prolonged homework and being grounded, I'm more annoyed of the fact that starting Monday, it's back to the same de rigueur routine - Goodbye Holidays, Hello Exams (not for long though).

This afternoon, I'd be going to another one of my Dad's friend's Open House. I wish I weren't grounded, so that on this Raya week, I'd be able to attend Open Houses held by my friends instead. It's a lost cause anyways. So, why bother asking? I didn't bother asking cause' I know what their answer would be.

Yesterday, on the other hand, was evidently nice - in a away. In the afternoon, I took the liberty of going to Arwin's house and doing the essays with her. Since we haven't seen each other for approximately a week, a lot of catching up was done. It surprised me how long we could go on talking, but I guess it's nothing out of the ordinary. I suppose it probably just means... I've missed her a whole lot! - and Ravjoth too, that is. As for our essays, we'd only managed to do one paragraph. He he! Blame the chemistry between us.

I suppose as the holidays are coming to a close, It's only rational for the stress and overloads of homework to flood back in my routine, which will then lead to acne and breakout's on one's porcelain skin. But not for me - well, appearance-wise that is. My dewy face seems fresher than usual, the breakouts on my face seems to have diminish, my hair is unruly as ever - just the way I like it. It's not everyday I can attain to self-love, and after months of worrying, I now feel relieved. I can now look in the mirror and see beauty.