one last time






It's a pretty wet day today - heavy rain alongside roaring thunder storms. Glad I wasn't outdoors, like I was yesterday - got all soaked but I'm glad to say, I didn't fall ill.

It's funny how the rain has influence over my thoughts. I find myself just sitting down, facing to view the downpour, oblivious to the thoughts shuffling in my head. I tend to think things through. You know... what I've done, what could I do to change things, in what way would be a better approach.

Why have I gone so... rational? analytical?

It's a change. And sometimes, change is good - this change is good.

Which is what I've had to deal with this past few days of the week - change. Tension in the air has been piling up. If you haven't already heard... well, too bad. I'm not going to publish my recent unfortunate week on my blog. It's hard to even talk about it, let alone analyze every word to describe my state.

On a more fun-wise note, I'll be starting my holidays with a game of Futsal. Youth Church is organizing a futsal tournament which wil be held on 22nd August 09'. So, after being pestered by my freinds to join their team, I decided to give it a try, once again. Yes, once again, cause' it's been such a long time since I've played futsal. Hopefully, I'll still have my spark.

Oh, and I've just begun my reading journey with 'Where Rainbows End' by Cecelia Ahern. Hopefully, I'll be able to finish reading it by the end this second semester holidays.

I'm losing my patience.