feeling mundane


It's almost time to get down to my books. Well, finish my homework at least as it's already 9 p.m. The thought of studying won't be crossing my mind until the holidays are over - a well-satisfied holiday.

Hmm. As far as I've been reading till chapter 22 of Where Rainbows End, I can only wonder how it will turn out for me in the future. Will I always have my best friend (s) there with me? Will I still look at them ten years from now as the one's who'd join me in a game of hide-and-seek or the one's who'd stand up for me if someone were to bully me? Will I ever look at them the same way?
It's these tough questions I'll ask but can never get an answer to. The hard truth is not knowing, though eagerness is overruling me.

Leaving my plight uneased.