spreading my wings




Today, just like every Saturday, staying at home is the only option I have left - no going out with friends, no shopping, nothing. It's as if I'm being caved in my own home, with nothing to keep me company but the laptop, television and my cellphone.

I know, I know. What's there to complain about, right?

I just wish that my freedom horizons would be expanded- not on such a tight leash. I want to go wherever I want and do whatever I please without having anyone keep tabs on me. I'd like to feel free.

That will only be possible under a few circumstances, well, one circumstance - achieving higher grades in school. It's something my parents have a strong hold on. And I don't hold anything against it. I,too feel that I need my grades to be higher than it is. I've been working on it.

Since I'm keen to stick to being a good girl these days - for the better, I don't have any intentions to bring forth any of part of my old self. The one who lies, cheats, and so on. I want to be able to confide everything in my parents, tell them where I'll be going without having them to hold me back. I'd like to not feel guilty for a change.


All in all, A little more freedom would be nice.