As she wonders





As she lays on the bed of millions of leaves, the only thing that keeps crossing her mind is, Edward. Several thoughts keep circulating in her mind but she, somehow, can't put her finger on it, she can't figure it out. She feels desolate, disconnected, out of place... She wonders if she can ever survive without him - not having him to protect her, or be by her side.

And only then she realizes, that that would be impossible.