The mid- year holidays are much close to an end and somehow school seems to be beaming around every dimension in my mind. Though, I'm truly not keen to the whole 'holidays over, time to go back to school' saying, truth be told, it's compulsory.
It's just that the urge of going back to school is not there, this time.
On another note, I'm preferring to extend my stay in Nanny's house- which is not such a good decision. Because firstly, there's a huge possibility that my grades will decrease (again). Secondly, though they realize that my grandma needs someone there for her, they are not all for me staying here.
But I can't help it.
I like it here. It's true bliss having to wake up whenever you choose, to eat whatever your taste buds urge for, and even go wherever without having anyone to constantly keep tabs on me.
Also, I like spending quality time with nanny. One of the best things about my grandma is she doesn't hover, she respects my space. Though she can be too paranoid about certain things, or even having the tendency to poke her nose in everything, I love her. She's like the mother I never really had.
That's one of the reasons I'm having difficulty to obey my parents - to come home.
I dread of her being alone, at her age. She needs someone there for her, like I always was.
Eventhough her two sons are still living under the same roof, there are not much help (at all).
But like I said, I have no say in this.
P.S - Nanny told me that I have been an inspiration to her. She told me too that she loved me; with a hug and a kiss, i left for home.
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