In great responsibility

Having to spend the whole day indoors wasn't really like I'd expected it to be. I'd hoped for more serenity and relaxation, for once but I ended up helping my Grandma around the house; doing laundry, assist her in cooking, sprucing up the kitchen and cleaning the dishes. For those who truly know me, they would know very well by now that I never do stuff like that - never.

I kid you not.

I'm surprised at how well I've diverted from being the spoilt brat everyone is used to tolerating to the responsible, clean and tidy person I never knew existed in me. I admit, the current absence of my maid has given me the chance to come out from my comfort zone. Which is a good thing - especially to my mum. Whom on the other hand, has been bugging me to start learning how to cook, clean and tidy. Things I'm well established of - the only problem keeping me from making these part of my daily routine is none other than my laziness.

Which is a major problem, I must add.

Due to my laziness, i'm lacking the effort I put into my studies for most parts. Depression, comdemnation does cross my path in this state. Thankfully, no cutting myself, no drug abuse or even running away from my problems has crossed my mind.

If there's one thing i've learned in life, it's to face my problems - not run away from them.

That's exactly what I intend to do -face them. Though I'm in a need to buck up on my studies a notch before it's too late.