Chinese Whispers


I'm fresh off a chatter with my peeps! (Nash, Hazira, Low, Yosh, Ain & Has). Catching up with the latest gossip in school. Rekindling old memories/bringing up old gossip. As teacher wasn't in class, we didn't hesitate to waste any time.

Whilst chattering for a few moments, the topic about the people we used to know/shared the same class with came up. Each of us, sharing about the stuff they have seen or experienced. It never struck my mind that my friends from the same year as i am, the one's I've been classmates with over the years, the one's I've sat next to during school hours. Somehow, i was blinded by there innocent looks. I've been deceived by them. I found out things today which never once crossed my mind about them. The scandals they once had, the way they lost their virginity, the things they did with their boyfriends and even the most disgusting and disturbing late nights with guys. Just finding out all that made it harder to look them in the eye and see their purities ever again. How could they not have a single bone of self-respect within them? Why couldn't they just wait to do it with their husbands someday than just trowing their virginity like it's useless?

Why?! Why?! Why?! Nothings ever what it seems anymore; the people i've once known for example.
I'm aware that pondering upon gossip is not exactly the best way of finding of the truth, but it's fulfilling enough. Be it true or false, it's a little too late to turn back the hands of time. What's done, is done.
Right now, they just somehow have to hold their heads up high, throw on a thick face, and walk through life as it takes them...



P.S- I'm not her to judge anyone. But wouldn't it be so much better and special if you would have waited?