Obviously, you didn't mean forever.
It just doesn't seem to make sense. I don't have a clue of what i said or what i did to make you ignore me. Something must've gone wrong somewhere (eventhough i'm not sure what it might be). I just can't figure it out. I don't know how it happened to begin with.
My guess is...
It was on a Friday afternoon, i was on my way back home from JJ (Jaya Jusco) with the girls. When my handphone began to ring. It was not what i had expected but it was X. So, out of curiosity, i answered the call. He just asked,
X : "Kt ner tu?"
Me: "On the way nk balik umah. Dekat Station LRT."
X : "G mane?"
Me: "G JJ jer".
X : "Dgn sape?"
Me: "Dgn Arwin sume. The whole gang".
X : "Ouh".
Me: "Nape?"
X : "Xde apape".
Me: "Nape you call?"
X : "Xde apape la".
Me: "Nape? You dh windu kt i ker?Hehe".
X : "Mmg pown. Hihihihi".
Me: "Hehe, ok la. Nnti kte chat k?"
X : "Hehe, okie".
Me: "Bye".
X : "Bye".
After i hung up, i continued to be with the girls... taking pictures, giggling, gossiping etc etc.
We were having a blast after eons of waiting to hang out together; it finally happened!
When we reached the junction, we had to split ways. Arwin and myself went left while Ijat, Nadirah and Izzati went right. We all said our goodbyes (more like a goodbye for now) and hope for another girls day out like this again but an even better one *smiles*. While at my grandparents hse, waiting for Arwin's mum to come pick her up, she was transferring the ALL the photos; all 60 photos to her cellphone. It took ages to be done with.
So, skipping all the little details.
At night, when it was usually the time i'd text him, he didn't reply till the next day, and the following...
When i saw him in school, he was different. He didn't call me the silly nicknames, he didn't disturb me. Well, i have to admit it was all quite annoying at first but slowly it becomes a routine, you see. And now that daily routine wasn't happening anymore. I was all abit disturbed. I felt out of place. Not my usual self. The guy that has always been really close- knitted with me is ignoring me. The whole day was a train wreck. Almost 3 weeks have gone by and nothing had changed until he messaged me yesterday. I was shock to see his name appear on my phone screen. Cause' it's been so long. I was expecting an apology or something BUT all the message said was, "Oyt! Hari nie ade homework ker x?" I was like, "What the hell is wrong with him?!" Even pissed wouldn't be the right word. I was thinking to myself, 'He hasn't even spoken to me for almost about 3 weeks and now he sms-es me asking for HOMEWORK?!".
I never thought he would be this shallow; never in the months i've dated him. How could he?
And when i asked him what was the cause' of the time he ignored me, he asked me to figure it out for myself.
How could i figure it out, if i didn't even know how it started?!
This is all a big mess. Of course i don't blame myself cause i don't know what started it but do feel guilty. Hurm..
I wish this whole thing could just resolve.
Not only i have to deal with him but i also have this othr person to deal with. Which apparently isn' talking to me as well. I'm in depth to find out what happened between us. How could this friendship turn out like this? I certainly don't want this to go on and on till we finish our SPM's.
So here, this insane confusing triangle is just what i'm facing right now.
P.S - I apologize to both of yal if i've one anything to yal in anyway. Maybe it was something i said, or did. But it's no excuse. Certainly whatever i did was pretty bad that caused both of yal to react in such a way. My apologies.
My guess is...
It was on a Friday afternoon, i was on my way back home from JJ (Jaya Jusco) with the girls. When my handphone began to ring. It was not what i had expected but it was X. So, out of curiosity, i answered the call. He just asked,
X : "Kt ner tu?"
Me: "On the way nk balik umah. Dekat Station LRT."
X : "G mane?"
Me: "G JJ jer".
X : "Dgn sape?"
Me: "Dgn Arwin sume. The whole gang".
X : "Ouh".
Me: "Nape?"
X : "Xde apape".
Me: "Nape you call?"
X : "Xde apape la".
Me: "Nape? You dh windu kt i ker?Hehe".
X : "Mmg pown. Hihihihi".
Me: "Hehe, ok la. Nnti kte chat k?"
X : "Hehe, okie".
Me: "Bye".
X : "Bye".
After i hung up, i continued to be with the girls... taking pictures, giggling, gossiping etc etc.
We were having a blast after eons of waiting to hang out together; it finally happened!
When we reached the junction, we had to split ways. Arwin and myself went left while Ijat, Nadirah and Izzati went right. We all said our goodbyes (more like a goodbye for now) and hope for another girls day out like this again but an even better one *smiles*. While at my grandparents hse, waiting for Arwin's mum to come pick her up, she was transferring the ALL the photos; all 60 photos to her cellphone. It took ages to be done with.
So, skipping all the little details.
At night, when it was usually the time i'd text him, he didn't reply till the next day, and the following...
When i saw him in school, he was different. He didn't call me the silly nicknames, he didn't disturb me. Well, i have to admit it was all quite annoying at first but slowly it becomes a routine, you see. And now that daily routine wasn't happening anymore. I was all abit disturbed. I felt out of place. Not my usual self. The guy that has always been really close- knitted with me is ignoring me. The whole day was a train wreck. Almost 3 weeks have gone by and nothing had changed until he messaged me yesterday. I was shock to see his name appear on my phone screen. Cause' it's been so long. I was expecting an apology or something BUT all the message said was, "Oyt! Hari nie ade homework ker x?" I was like, "What the hell is wrong with him?!" Even pissed wouldn't be the right word. I was thinking to myself, 'He hasn't even spoken to me for almost about 3 weeks and now he sms-es me asking for HOMEWORK?!".
I never thought he would be this shallow; never in the months i've dated him. How could he?
And when i asked him what was the cause' of the time he ignored me, he asked me to figure it out for myself.
How could i figure it out, if i didn't even know how it started?!
This is all a big mess. Of course i don't blame myself cause i don't know what started it but do feel guilty. Hurm..
I wish this whole thing could just resolve.
Not only i have to deal with him but i also have this othr person to deal with. Which apparently isn' talking to me as well. I'm in depth to find out what happened between us. How could this friendship turn out like this? I certainly don't want this to go on and on till we finish our SPM's.
So here, this insane confusing triangle is just what i'm facing right now.
P.S - I apologize to both of yal if i've one anything to yal in anyway. Maybe it was something i said, or did. But it's no excuse. Certainly whatever i did was pretty bad that caused both of yal to react in such a way. My apologies.
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