"If you're very lucky, you get kissed once in your life so well that it hurts deep in your bones, and you can feel the tiny universe inside you tearing open for the fort time to admit another human being.
If you're very lucky, that kiss goes on for a million years and you forget where you are and who you are and what you did before." - Right Before Your Eyes, little black dress.



Obviously, i wasn't that lucky! I didn't get the "perfect" first kiss everyone intends to get. My feet didn't pop. My heart didn't skip a beat. Everything felt wrong. Nothing happened like i'd pictured. I would've loved being that one lucky girl who gets kissed for the first time in their lives, and she'll get get to kiss that very special someone all over again throughout her whole life. I mean, it would've been nice to at least have a glimpse of how it feels like. But i guess it's a little too late for that right now. I wanna be able to feel what it's like to be truly in love with someone. The one whom i wouldn't be able to live without. The one's who's messages will always be the first thing i see when i check my handphone in the morning. The one who will treat me with respect. The one who will put me first over everything else. That particular someone who will love me from the inside out. The one's who's just right for me...