Nothing's Fair.

I'm trying so hard not to hate my mother but her mood swings keep giving me whiplash.
like yesterday, i finally asked her permission t go for CG Outing at Crown Princess Hotel but she refused to let me go when she knew there wasn't an excuse not to. I've done my part, patiently waiting ill after my exam's are over and done with but why can't she let me go? She even promised!
She friggin gets mad at me for no reason. Like yesterday, when i came out through the door on my right hand side when i was sitting on the left, she got mad at me for that! how unbelievable! Dad was right, we should ask JJ & Rudy to prank her someday cause she has anger management problems!
And when my gos against her wishes, she doesn't mind but when my sis and i do, she becomes this whole other monster inside of her. Wat the heck?!
The the woman we've been living with through our whole entire life.
I know she's my mum and everything and like they all say, she does it because she loves us. But seriously, that line is getting real old!
I'm just happy i've got other people to turn like Nanny and Aunty Sharon to instead of being miserable with her.
I just pray that god gives me more patience for me to deal with her.




P.S - i'm miserable!